@ 10:38
2day im gna start playing clangen again BUT! im gna draw 4 it....saw sumbod do this 'artlocke' and it looked rlly fucking fun , even if im still not crazy gojod at drawing cats yet , drawing them every moon will help me improve very fast i bet..shiny huntning is on hold cuz boy

also imgna figure out how 2 get multiple mods cuz i want cute kitties

@ 07:57
4 the rest of the night im going 2 try and get my shiny litten...im HYPED THE FREAK UP! I KNOW WE R GETTIN THIS KITTYKAT I FINSIHED MY MATH EXAM THERES NO BAD LUCKHOLDING ME BACK I FJUCKING GOT THIS IN THE BAG...Heh u could say, i got the Cat in the bag....

@ 08:01
wtf was i going 2 say hold on
oh YES my images r currently broken but i I SAID I WOULD SHINY HUNT IKLL FIX THEM LATER OK.SHUT UP

@ 08:16
meow still nothing but it sok only been lik feww minutr

@ 09:03
no bite yet ...but i think i wna try and use shiinotic this playthru cuz ive never used that cutie b4...and SPORE:heart: everubody luvs spore

@ 09:57
2 hours &... jack diddly .. so im gna go 2 snooezville..golly shiny hunting is tiring
pray that 2morow is the day:pray: goodnight friends

@ 01:12
i think things will get better istill have hope

@ 11:37
its been rain 4 a few days now but its rlly nice cuz it switches between mist and POURING BULLETS and i absolutlyluv it

sweet kitty is on my lap shes very soft and careful with her luv unlick my sweetie boy he will RAM tf in2 u hes so sweet

i rlly luv these kitties i hope nothing bad rver happens 2 them , i wish ripli would come upstairs with me but 4 sum reason she doesnt ... maybe cuz my boys scent is alllllllup in there NOT SURE! either way the sweetest kitties ive never known

@ 07:05
sumthing i think i wont ever b able 2 handle r mental;y ill kids on social media who grapple on2 "problematic" content either 2 cope or gain attention
i know it sounds so insanly stupid 2 say things like that but ijust cant handle it. i know that mindset ive been in it and its sad ,,i get theyr annoying and uknow doing stuff 4 attention whatevr , but itz not like bcuz of that it makes their trauma fake
anytime i c sumthing like that it just takes me back and at the moment idont know how 2 control those feelings its a hrorible thing 2 go back in2 again i hate it

but it just also makes me feel so bad 4 them & even if they r annoying and whatever tiktok brained i just dont want amybody feeling that way
its stressful loooking at poeple who r so broken down that they convince themselves "no I did this, I want to be like this" , in my mind thats what id do also , if i couldnt do anyything else

its very easy being alone and not caring 4 people, i do hope that changes but 4now i need 2 deal with the feelings of not beiung able 2 save everybody , tahts their job not mine i can help as much as i want but at the end fo the day its not up 2 me thats just sumthing u needd 2 understand so u dont put urself in more stress then needed

im glad im able to make these kinds of choices for myself now , i cant wait til the day i understand more i hope great things come our way

but anyhoot! 2day was a very lazy day i have clothes in the drier and theyve bene sitting in there allll daay , also im making my mood switch i dont wna b sad anymore right NOW i am thinking I HATE BEING SAD I HATE BEING A SLOB but instead of getting more sadd i am more. mad? igues. but lots of energy i should go and do sumthing.....math....lots of math
wish me luck

@ 07:13
finished rewatching u r umasou and it made me wna finally make my anime/manga review...but im thinkig...how do i wna.dothis cuz i read&watch lots of diffent stff like manhwa ann manhua canti just call al of the manga
itdoesnt matter i dont careLOL

myfingers fucking HURT I KEEP takking 2 much skin off itHURTS IR HURTTS HOW DO I STOP

theres sumthin inmy eye and it hurts it im tired idont wna finsih that

@ 10:08
stressed th crumb out(not rlly)but my sSTUFF GOT TAKEN! i wasnt given a reason why just "figure it out" xan u tell i havent..ive been doing everything asked of me and i dint break any deals so im in the dark as of now
i got 2 wake up even earlir2morrow cuz i got a dentisit thing BUT MY PHONE HAS ALL MY ALARMS!!! so if i dont wake up im gna blame it on her

oh right yes hi this lenovo was on my bed i think she either didnt c it or thought i still didnt have the password 4 it...lucky me i suppose

but i can t log in2 discord so im LONELY!!!! its rlly late though so it doesnt rly matter i bet ill have y stuff aagain 2mororw im just worried abt not waking up on time ouughh

anyways enough of that ,ive been working on my pikmin shrine , so far i have the bubble font AND the normal pikmin 1 font nobody uses(was a bitch 2 find)...made them look as close 2 the game as i could

do math or shower.....its only10pm its okitsok...itsok MATH IT IS!wish me luck nobody LUV U

also go listen its just hgss ost as of now buut soon itll have all my favorites from EVEYR GAME!!! ok byebye 4 real

@ 10:54
i dont thank chatgpt bcuz i think oh when robots go cray they wont kill me sincei was nice. i think wow i better thank u 4 this helpful info cuz its the right thing 2 do even if robot i feel bad if im mean 2 anyting thats alive

by the WAY. i am NOT cheating , i am just having chatgpt explain a few things 4 me cuz its been awhie since ive done my favorite 1 and only volum of a cylindar n uuh wahtever else anyways its just cirlces i LUUV FINDING VOLUME AND SURFAC AREA I LUV IT BAD. makes ne jumo 4 joy....gotta shower soon

@ 08:26
THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT: ONCE I GET MY SHINY LITTEN HIS ANME WILL B ULTRA NYAN

i like godzilla n stuff but im not sure ill ever b interested enough 2 actually try out ultraman ...so much content where do i evn start..ultra nyan is enough:heart:

kay lets try 2 hunt again. please wish me luck guys i need it this has lasted almost a year,im srs ooh please white red kitty i need u

@ 07:46
fresh start , this time letskeep the ranting down...a good bti...a lot of a good bit..ill get myself an actual diary this can just b 4 ACTUAL rambles! happy rambles yes

i need more anime movies..oh guys next goal is ultra nyan it looks so cute