;@ 5pm
am i the only 4 who thought pikmin 4 was kinda ugly or what

not the whole game ,,just the main levels........

;@ 11am
ok newday lets b great

imo the worse way 2dealwith those kinda thoughts is pushing them down so i just let mysefl feel until im tire dof it

;@ 2pm
when i tihnk abt it mre its just so great 2 b away frmo alla that , not lik nothung abt it was good going thru bad experiences shapes and helps u grow as a person its such a great thing

i should b more greatful 4 the people around me , thank u 2 everybod whos alwayts been wiht me even if they didnt mean it they have helped me in mor ways then i can count...

i hope he knows how happy i am.....and how unhappy he is... but ina kind way mm.. like i hope he gets better cuz jesus fu king chirst

its pretty useless and notneeded 2 have those feelings but its just so hard not 2 want 2 rub it in his face cuz golly GEE! i think i woukdve killd myself if i ddint skedadlde im not evn joking

but alsos the feeling of seeein him again makes me a bit sick......never ever will i ihope and pray

oh yes trying 2 figure out my page once agian...so tricky cuz theres lots i wna put ont ehre

;@ 6pm
gyts im s tired ihope d idont gotat do this 4 2 ,long

i think she shoudl b mroe gretful im watching them 4 her cuz icould so easily jstu not ...bbbnn

;@ 7pm
I USED2 B SUCH A GOD AQT MATH EWHAT HAPPENDE<<<<<

im gunny cry icant do this ntmoer its okITSOK icna. stay upatairs while they r outside.itsok.itsok

i dont kno how she expects me 2 do ala this why dont ijstu kil mzyse;;f oguhhhhhhhhf

ihope everybody i luv dies so i can killmsyelf

iwish nodbod cared abt me so i couldkill myself but ineed 2 b gratefu i ahave poeple taht care bt me UUGHHHHHHHHH LET ME B DEPORESSED FOR STUPID REAOSNS ILL DIE IM DTING LET ME LIVE

if ur not smart i thinkur just doomed 4 life

killing mysalf 2 make peopel feel guilty is sumthign iwish i could do...iwant them 2 care more

OK.ive got 2 realzie this si all 4me its not 4 anybdoy else its sumthign that i just gottta do if i wna live a good life

and i think its not ike im on a time lmit its just if id otn get it done now im gna have 2 do it 4 a rllllly long time....g

why evne live bro nobdy even knwos me UR nothing IM NOTHIGN

;@ 5pm
HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO NEW DAY NEW GREAT! tomodachi life is very fun i just need 2figure out how 2cheat in alla the clothes...hm

wna reformat the tabs and sidebar a bit but im not rlly sure how , i had an idea but ive 4gotten

hi rusty

oh righti need 2 put those buttons in key hhmmggg ok sure

i finished but it looks rlly bad so i think im just gna do stamps instead , rest in peace i visited th child library button , ill aleways luv u

;@ 11am
whydoes thinking abt that whole situation freak me out only right now its such a weird feeling ifeel uncomfortbl i wish i didnt ever get involved them(him) that i dont think it wqas that bad but what if it was what fi it changed me more than i think

and it makws me feel weeird that he thinks he didnt do antihggn wrong eoither i dont oknow how sumbody could b so delusional , or mahybe hes aware of everythign and is doing it on purpose, these things r very tricky

not much happende imo but i still feel the need 2 rtalk abt it and i dont like that idont want 2 make ti out as a big deal bcuz im not at a time where i can tell if it was or wasnt one

interesting how 1person can do so much 2 u

dont like self pity 2 much i try 2 b more self..uumm wahts the word trying 2 figure out idont think its grief tahts a bit 2 much OH self sympathy yes ,

i just feel bad for awhile ago me i was so not in any place 2 b friends and support another mentally ill person ....and def not 1 that wa so much older than me again im feeling weird about tha t im just very conflicted anbout all of it , and with my memory not being so great either is makkming this even harder 4myself

it definitely couldve been worse , im lucky

very good song

;@ 12pm
hello critters how haev u been

i am almost thinking of getting rid of the tabs and just making this page scroll.........i dunno

i tihnk music is very good..iiluv msuic

i luv how im not impoirtant at all its so strange u can live but b absolutly NOTHING at th same time .....

also i think art block hasme by th throat

OK i GUESS its time i work on my webbed site b4 i gotta do work.....fine..fine

i keep having dreams abt evil costco and my mom

iwant 2 get in2 touhou project the first games look like hell

besides me i think husky is my favorite he is just so cute iadore him badly

;@ 9pm

;@ 7pm
itsrlly scary thinking abt growing p i think driving will b pretty fun but im gna b sad when my time starts gettin real limited , i just hope istill have my buddy 2 stick with and support i dont think id b fine alone but who nose :nose:

u know im so glad poeple cna have things thye luv rlly bad , its so nice learning abt what people like and why they like it . i rlly luv self expression of any kind , u can ramble 2 me at any time abt anyTHING id luv 2 hear it

abt growing up thoug, since i made this site itll b nice 2 watch it grow with me it can b my safe space 4ever and ever ,as long as neocities stays up*praying*

oh yes i hope 1day 2 get a domain of my own..awhile ago i saw .day and thought chironup.day would b rlly cuutee

when i go off on a new era of whatevre (usually books) i listen 2 specific songs then they link themsevles with tha time so whenever i go back and listen 2 those songs i get a very weird feeling , mostly a good thing

being stupid is actually so fun

does anybody else start not being able 2 breathe when u think f a character u rlly like

;@ 4pm
golly......

doomspire brickbattle my luv

;@ 10am
im so refreshed its amazing

i luv u

i was so well rested earilr...now im tired as crumb im so sad

1 of my favorite songs i think

YAY FOUNDV HIGH QAUILTY 1 b4 this i was just listening 2 the outro on loop

this game better b fucking amazing so far its taken almsot 3 hours 2 download and its barely at half n qaauter

when im rich devi will get alla my money

starting wuthering waves it looks fun so i am trhing it ouy ....i like roverhes cool silent protags r my faovirte , my user id is 505395570

HOW DO U WWALK HELP ME

why do alla these wow thats just deulingh peaks anywya alla these moblie rpg games got botw openings iowonder why

glider........

;@ 6pm
my 24th thing on th 24th how perfect

its 1 of those times im actuall looking foward 2 it , if it lasts/ sumtimes its rlly good 2 fel worthless i luv babying myself 2 th point i get nothing done i luv feeling lik th most worthless thing in th world

im fn try and fel as worse as ai can maybe only 2night thou i dont think this will go on 2morro unformtatly

UUUGGGJHHHHGH FEELING AWFUL IS SO BORING WHY CANT I JUST REST WITHOUT SUMTBODY YELLING ST ME EHY CANT I I WANT TO REST I WANT TO I WANT K SO BAD I WISH BEIG WORTHLESS WAS OK

why do i talk so mean abt y chreombook ... like ys its slow and cant run 4 shit but at least i have it .........making my pride snd joy website on it....i luv u chreombook even thou as soon as a i can im replacing u

;@ 3pm
my horses? held.

oh i luv soder...soda..sodersogood...cherryciola...

[iwill be dead by 20]

its beenso slow

imso tired

Once upon a time in the whimsical town of Lilliput, there lived a tiny, silly guy named Gumble. Gumble was no taller than a blade of grass and had a penchant for getting himself into the silliest of situations. His comically large top hat was always just a bit too big, and his shoes, twice as long as he was tall, had a habit of tripping him over at the most inconvenient times. One sunny morning, Gumble decided to embark on a grand adventure. He had heard tales of a legendary treasure hidden deep in the enchanted forest that surrounded Lilliput. It was said to be guarded by a fearsome creature, but Gumble, with his fearless and silly nature, was undeterred. Equipped with a tiny magnifying glass and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich (because he never went anywhere without a snack), Gumble set off into the heart of the forest. As he wandered deeper into the woods, he came across talking trees, giggling streams, and flowers that belted out the most ridiculous songs. Gumble laughed and danced with these enchanted beings, entirely oblivious to the treasure he was supposed to find. Hours turned into days, and Gumble's adventure took him on an absurd journey through the forest. He became friends with a squirrel who could juggle acorns, learned a new dance from a playful frog, and even had a riveting conversation with a wise old owl who told him riddles that made no sense at all. In the end, Gumble completely forgot about the treasure. He had so much fun in the forest that he decided to make it his new home. The enchanted creatures and Gumble formed an unlikely, yet silly, community where laughter and whimsy filled the air every day. And so, Gumble's adventure remained unfinished, for he found something far more precious than any treasure – the joy of silliness and the company of the forest's enchanting inhabitants. In Lilliput, they still tell tales of the tiny, silly guy who ventured into the forest but never returned because he'd found his true treasure: a lifetime of laughter and wonder.

;@ 1:11pm
tis a new day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i lways 4get 2 change the numbers

also my a key is starting 2 die o n me

;@ 4pm
hi i luv jmusic

i luv him

i rlly luv botw i thinnk its in my top 3 .. or 4 or5

golly i luv ice water
"on the rockks" makes sense cz ice is rock..

i had a ddream i was fighitng sumbody in pokemon and got my ass kicked by a jolteon who had 3 new moves
1 was bug i tihnk

plewase just give me the shiny litten i am on my knees wiht tears in my eyes BEGGING. i am BEGGING. please.please.pelase.lepleas....please its been almost a year this hunt has lasted way2 long please i fucking beg u pleae

;@ 11pm

igot sushi 2day it mde everybod sick but im feeling better now
myhead is so OOWWWWW OOWWW like a metal pressing on it from all arpoound

watched 28 dys later 4 first time it ws very good my next planned is I HAVE NO CLUE

im seing things

;@ 4pm
laughing at ur own jokes is the best joy in life

;@ 9pm
its snowing

r u also very tired i am

i luv when code burns on2 my screen

goodnight

i dont rlly care 4 the other songs

;@ 10pm

why is it so hard bening friensdf with more thn 1 person i s sumthign wrong with me.....................i got th worst social battry known 2 man i think

th fact its only texting makes it more pitiful

;@ 3pm
goodmorning the power is oiut

i rlly rllllllyyy wna work on me site but i dont wna actually work 4 it u know.... cant it just make itself

i feel kinda sick......wish me luck?i dont want 2 b sick? please? i beg?

;@ 7pm
new crk updates out i like it i thikn , glad cake baking is back i rlly liked it last time

also te power is still out

;@ 12am
why was 2022-2024 me such a bitch holy shit

woah guys its saying female foxes r also called bitches i never knew that i thought it was only 4 dogs..how interesting

oh yes i just did a touch up2 this page im also gna go touch up key...i like u border radius my darling wife ,

"," to me is likke a soft ending like a feather like . is so MEAN u know... so if u wna b kind and pretty use , 2 end ur things
even thou its not meant as an ending

;@ 6pm
r we having anything 4 dinner? who nose....

;@ 11pm
it amazes me ho stupid i can b ..itsrlly glorious
oh yes i had this chicken curry rice thangy 4 dinner , was quite tasty id say

IM SO COLD IMG AN FREEEZE @ DEATH .iwillfindyou.

perhaps ive found u? whoNOSE AHHAJAHAHAHGAHAHAHAHAHAHGAHAHGAHAHAH

everybodywantseverybodyelse

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;@ 7pm

guysz guts guys gusy gustg sugysugysugysugysugysugysugysugysugysugysugysugysu i was thinking i wish i could taste sumthing i like in my mouth at all times but i just raelzied no that would b horrid cuz sumtimes u just dont wna taste anyhign imagine how overwhelmijg that would b

oh m gla m im os tireddf i wna go 2 ebd i wna go 2 bed i wa go b2e3 ihopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp ihope sumthing changes inmy life soon i hope sumthig is excitign i hope iahve 2 overcome sumthing dreadful

;@5pm
ifeel so selfish even if i woukld say no (who knows maube i wouldnt_) id like if u asked fi i want 2 go with alla u.......i havent been sumwhere fun with u guys4years

got my teeth cleaned 2day it was nice i felt everything being scrapedoff :heart:

idont feel very treasuredf b ut i tihnk thats just me being greedy itsnot like i go whenever i can
ahh my teeth feel so nice..

honeslty id say my moms doiugn a better job now tha i thinkabt it.......SPOEUR IM DPOBEIN SO GREEDY but whaaaaaaaaatevver a;alalalalalal>

EREEEEEEEWWWWWW IM WATCHING THID STOOTH CEALING VDEIOE AND THSI FUCKERR HAS MONTUINS OF TARTR ON THEIR TEETH ONCE ITS ALL GONE IT LOOSM LIKE THEIR TOOTHS R GNA FALL OUT EEWWWQWWIOIOIJUO

;@6pm

why r thye tlaking abt hair like its a plant... no , hair covered in filth and grime will NOT grow amazingly...what
sorrythis is interesting im watching it..

;@7pm
'm sdo sad........noreply....... ill make it happen. it WILL happen.idont care

went shopping yestrefday tha was very fun i got lotsa goodies..f im so tired right now

iluv wafer cookies theynr so good also its [pilltime i need 2 PILL!

;@ 12pm
watchjing this
i hatecoffee but i dtrink it anyway

imiss my pal

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i rlly hope tjhis works im getting sad

;@ 11pm

kicking ass in arena rn , FINNALLT got awakened pv took actual ages
ahh this music is sogood...i think 2day is the day where i reach elite 1

as of late ive been listening 2 music more thn watching videos
i wonder what im gna do 2day ,gotta finish up my 3rd math exam hhmm. didnt have any coffee but im not that tired i think itll hit me later
iluv pixiv

at 1 point i added a footer on here but it got removed at sum othe point im 2 lazy 2 add it back
Au
iadded it back

maaannnnnn im bored
maybe ill go on a walk later

;@ 1pm
theres so mny new things each day its so fun... if i could kiss the internet i sure would

i luv living n i luv myself but anytim i think of the future i feel kinda lost lik whats the point of living if ur gna die anyway why do i need 2 get a job and buy a house cant i just skedaddle in fields???! im happy i/ dont have 2 worry abt that rn but whe i think abt it i get confused, very common thought i imagine. and4 me 4 sum reason i cant get the belief outta my head taht we reincarnate or taht death is nothingvoid , im not scared of dying cuz when i do die i wont b scared il b nothing nothin will matter afterwards , its a bit comforting bu also why live...........so tricky i think im a schizo
oh but leaving ur mark b4 u dieis the bestest thign ever..the huamn urge 2 make ur life kknown i luv it IWAS HERE!!!!!!!

ogh this song is shit.....
MAANNN almost 2pm math time thenim going ona walk ive actually jsut been rotting in my chair its hell..but where i ponder... man so tricky i have so man options but none of them r tickljing my fancy

i want soda so bad

ok i finsuedh last thigny but i think i got it wrong idont rnlly care i ahte graphing stuff
walk very soon

;@ 6pm
it was stil sorta raining and got dark fast but i just got back from tiny walk cuz sumthing came over me i wanted 2 go.... so went down hill 2 creek it was very nice wind felt glorious . oh yes and i think thers gna b a windstorm so tahts very fun , i think a tiny tree fell earlihr i heard a loouuud crash

goodmorning im so tired have stuffs 2 do but i dont wnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

il uv u wolfe
the sv dlc was sos good it actually made me lose my mind...i luv sv even thou the game looks like shit god i luv sv golly golly...golly...... im so tired im stalling rn i ned 2 do thing
my favorite starter iss? hmm i dont kmow .there was only 2 times i picked th fire starter i think , grasss is always my first pick

im happy winter is goign away iwas so depressed....i luvthe snow but sumthing ws differnet this year ? thr rain makes me happy im glad 2 c it..oh u know...pokemon ost mmusic room great idea..thank u me

maan o man im im im im i m im imi m i m im im i lawlalalalalalalaz awlalalalalalal i dont knwo guys im stalling oim stalling im stalling im stalling i got all the easy things done so now whats left is hard.

man im happy 2 have this page rambling in poeples dms is alwwayts fun but this time aroun im rambling 2 my site..how grand?!
man i want candty so bad ok goodbye its time i stop stalling.....ill write more l8r

guys i luv filegrden so bad
hearinf any loud-ish noise frm downstairs is so scary

since im updating these whe evr i wnat im getting rid of tthe time...i luved it but it woudl b rlly ouuta date right

QTIP IN EAR SO GOOD OUUGHJSHHHIHJHJHSAAAAAAAAAA
i wonder when im gna work on my page..hmm.. i ahve lotsa plans but its SO SO SIOIOOO Much so its gna take me ages i think...but itll b fun

im feeling the good kinda evil whre i look at oldfriens and go "dman i know they arent happy im glad im hapypand luv myself"...

its actualy rlly fun doing this knowing nobody is reading..its like talking 2 msyelf digitally
i feel very accomplished right now even thou i didnt do much ,trying 2 get outta that sluggish depressed state is so hard its crazy

shesfunny

HELOO TIS BEEN SO LONG!!! few whiles ago i finally finsihed my home page... ihope thats nice 2 look at /hehe hold on imgetting messaged by my dear friend

man im so thristy its actuanlly insane i could die i think...

i got 2 fillings a few days ago and it wasnt bad ,i kinda enjoy it its like im being pampered its fun
only part i dont like is the needle but the new denist place im going 2 does such a kind job..:heart: the last place i went 2 i could FEEL the needle grinding on my tooth and it was HORRID

icant think of anythig else but i rlly wan talk abt nastyonas music its sso good..... my favorit that ive been looping on 4ever 1:20 aso good it amkes me SHIVEER!

sorry im in the process ohf remaking this page but i wna ramble.... i have been reading helpful fox senko san and it is actually quite nice, hate 2 say..i remmeber watching the anime sumtime after it came out and i only remembered that it had cute little characters annd taht the voice acting was very strange imean it had allthose moans n sshit,,. so im trying the manga instead its very cute i thought thered b more pedo stuff but im happy 2 b proven otherwise ALSO THEY MADE ASMR THINGS THATB QWAS SO CRAZY ok anywho back2 work

MY LAST THING WAS 5 MONTHS AGO THATSB CRAZY anywho new layout should b here by the time ur reading this
there was a crazy windstorm this morning it was great, but i also didnt hget enouhg sleep 2hours?.. so i feel lik im gna die i luv my friends < 3

nevermind it didnt lookgood imCRYING IM CRYING IMCRYUING IMCRYI ITS SCROLLING NOW

OK finally fiound a layout 4 my homepage that i like soo im workig on that rn...mantis is doing well 2 he ate 2 fruit flies last night :^) still havent named him cant wait til this starts scrolling thatll b so nice

im very happy yaknow???!!! im gna work on my abt me page soon :^) mantid r taking over tne house x^v they r like ants but nicer

hi i wanted 2 post again cuz im feeling soo nostalgic x^) im jus thinkin abt fruits basket 2001 it makes me happy n it reminds me of when i was a kid. i miss watching fruits basket on my funny little red dvd player, im glad i still have it :^) ill talk more abt fruits basket in my shrine 4 it..anndd oh i cant WAIT!!! theres a lotta things i cant wait 4
listening 2 this on loop

HI first entry how grand...ive recently started 2 replay pokemon y cuz my old team was sssooo boring, n i jus like 2 replay pokemon games. my team so far is braixen, riolu, honedge, and espurr :^) 1 of my favorite pokemon is meowstic male didya know!!? once my pokemon shrine is done ill show off all my teams itll b so fun. ive alssoo recently got a pet mantis :^) so in the next updates ill make sure 2 lyk how hes doin..hes very tiny rn